/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>42191041
No, but you could be my long lost twin.
>>42191054
I have participated in it too in hopes to get some fun out of it and maybe try drawing as my newest skill acquisition attempt, no success yet unfortunately. Pushing a wee bit still.
>>42190903
Yeah, I kind of agree. Since I dropped out I've been trying to get help, but because of corona, doing so became extremely difficult. I've been in several mental hospitals so far and tried different meds but none worked. I'm on new meds right now after my latest attendance so I want to see how that goes. Therapy hasn't done much for me yet either after a few attempts but I am looking for that too.
>>42191137
>Though you have failed at a great many things, the fact that you even tried them long enough to fail is proof of that.
I disagree. Many of these attempts were me giving up very early, like weeks or days, due to frustration, lazyness and pure lack of enjoyment. I count early giving up as a failure due to failing to put in the energy. The longest lasting thing I did was learn japanese, several years, which I gave up due to lack of motivation. I can read a bit but it's mostly a party trick now.
>You are me if I gave a shit and I am you if you did not. I kind of envy your ability to care so much.
Not really. My care is just enough to make me suffer but not enough to move me to take action. I just hate myself over my laziness and that's it.
>>42191184
I have tried getting an ADHD diagnosis before but it turned out negative, because you need a history with symptoms from a young age and I was a relatively calm school boy back in the day, and my academic performance only started tanking in my early teens when I initially got depressed. Doctors assume I've gotten lazy and retarded due to depression instead. So no stims for me unfortunately.

Thanks for talking to me at least, everyone.

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