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J*U
Here's the dreams I had.
>Inside of some sort of school
>The layout is fucked where there are no hallways just interconnected classrooms
>I'm wandering around despite the fact I graduated years ago
>This part is blurry but I end up in a storage closet somehow
>In this part of the dream I realize I'm Gura
>It's strange because I know I'm me but at the same time it's obvious I'm Gura
>It gets blurry here again I think I just wandered
>I somehow find Amelia
>She offers me a piggyback ride
>I jump up on her back
>Overcome with bliss
>I don't know how to explain it
>Pure content-ness
>She takes me throughout the fucked up school layout
>I know I would've gotten lost without her
>We get to the front door and she sets me down
>I open the big glass push-bar doors
>It's requires almost my entire body to open it
>Once I'm through I realize I'm me again
The 1st dream ends here.
The next dream was a fucker to wake up from.
>Me and my family are at some skiing event
>The stadium seating is a big U where the top is a big mountain and the skiers have to survive and avalanche
>There's no seats, it's more like a mall concert if you've ever seen one
>Sometimes objects like chairs and people and shit get thrown into the audience
>There's also balloons with gift bags attached to theme that also fall into the audience
>I'm standing really close to the railing
>My family tells me to back away
>I ignore them
>This avalanche is huge
>Almost get fucking killed by a red leather chair
>I get separated from my family because of the snow
>Once it clears I'm in an entirely different section of the audience
>A loud voice over the speakers tells everyone to lookout for the star-shaped goodie bag
>It just so happens to be in a corner next to me
>Just as I go to grab it, a small girl clutches it
>It's Gura
>At first I don't know
>I forget what was specifically said but she gives it to me
>I give her a stuffed animal attached to one of the other balloons
>More words are shared but again I can't remember
>I do know that I was uncharacteristically kindhearted
>I barely say 2 words to people I know personally, so saying more than a few sugar-sweet thank yous is very weird
>I pick her up in a bridal carry
>It's not weird at all that I did that even though I don't know her
>She's happy
>I leave the mall-atrium-stadium-skiing thing and into the heart of the mall
>She makes small chit-chat and giggles
>I don't even have to talk now
>Just happiness
>There's a sudden surrounding shift, very common in my dreams
>I'm outside what looks like a Fallout vault
>In front of me is the apocalypse
>I walk forward through the overgrown foliage an pass a rusty destroyed car
>There is a pack of what looks like a mixture of the jerma rrats and a S.T.A.L.K.E.R. snork
>I don't have any weapons so I just have to grapple with all 8 of them
>At first they're fucking me up, tearing and clawing chunks out of my hands and face
>Eventually I manage a firm grip on one
>I throw him as hard as fucking possible
>I didn't see where he landed but I know he's dead
>I grab one at my feet
>I push it's front left leg into itself
>A loud pop and I know it's dead
>The rest scurry off
>I walk back to where I came from and it's the destroyed ruins of the mall
>Gura is sitting on the railing next to the door
>I approach her
>I don't say anything
>She mentions something about her mom
>I dont say anything, I just look at my bloody fucked up hands
Then I woke up. What the fuck do these dreams mean? I've never considered myself a chumbud or even in love with any of the holos. This is the first time I've dreamt of Hololive.

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