/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>15962777
also, anon, i'll tell you what's the problem with us. it's that we're not there. not really.

i've met a few people like us in real life, those losers, and i knew exactly why they were losers. they weren't there. they were socially out of place, out of human relation system, out of this social game that people play.
i too am like that. i remember my parents telling me that i'm not there, when i was something like 6. i remember teachers complaining about me not being detached. i had two girlfriends, just to try and get on with normal life like all the other cool kids, and i felt nothing towards them. i felt nothing as we made out, as i swore my love, as i cradled and kissed them, as i fucked them. no love, no excitement, there was nothing, no deeper meaning to my actions. i was just playing the game, but it was just a game in the end. and then i gradually realised that i felt nothing towards anyone at all. now i am so hooked up on waifus because fantasy has emotions and feelings that i long for. except it doesn't, its just an illusion. but at least this illusion is somewhat immersive.

the only difference between me and most of us here is that i am aware of us being not there, and you are not.