/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Do you remember what you were doing on 9/11, /jp/? I remember as if it just happened, it has been burned into my mind and it's why I can never forgive the Muslims.

The sound of glass shattering, the scream that filled my ears, the smell of smoke that was thick in the air. It haunts my memories.

I woke up that day and my mother had clumsily broken my favorite glass. It was a Winnie the Pooh glass which I had owned for as long as I can recall and I cherished that glass, but she broke it. She also burned breakfast and awoke me with her startled scream that was caused by accidentally dropping my glass.

Little did I know that this major and traumitizing event in my life would foreshadow a far more minor and personally insignificant event which would occur several hours later when two planes collides into some buildings in New York.

Every single year. EVERY SINGLE YEAR they show those memorial specials. They will not stop beating that horse, they will not let me forget. I wake up on 9/11 each year, look at the news and see those towers on the frontpage in some memorial article, and I just remember my Winnie the Pooh glass being shattered. It will never come back, but I will always be haunted by the thought that if I had just woken up five minutes earlier then maybe, just maybe I could have stopped her from dropping it.

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This feels like Thanksgiving.

I think I'm going to do this.

Is this rock bottom?

I have no issues with 3D women as far as their appearance, but I despise them for emotional reasons and that makes it impossible for me to want to do anything sexual with them.

Human behavior is disgusting. I hate how deceitful everyone is, especially when it comes to dating and relationships. The whole "cat and mouse" act of dating is just detestable. Playing hard to get, not being open about your feelings or saying what is on your mind, flirting, it's all so dishonest. Even socialization in general is like this, just the masks that people put up to hide their real personalities when they talk to each other. Politeness for example is widely accepted as a good thing, but politeness is just lying. Hide your real feelings, say something polite instead. Everyone does it.

Tell me how I can avoid this and then I'll gladly date someone. The problem is that you can't avoid it because every human on the planet does it and anonymous discussions are the closest thing you can get to genuine, honest socialization.

How hard was it for you to learn Japanese? Did you take any extreme measures to make sure that you would stick with it and be successful?

I abused drugs for the sole purpose of learning Japanese. I would do drills for hours every day, read and practice as much as I could, and then whenever I would start to get bored or distracted I would crush up amphetamines, snort them, and then get back to drills as my nose burned and my eye watered. I never left the house, there were times where I wouldn't sleep for days, my heart beat out of my chest the whole time, but it was all worth it.

It was the most grueling several months of my life.