/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>"i need a couple days/weeks off from streaming 1 hour every 3 days"

I finally got my Taciturn Girl onahole today, which is weird, because I was expecting it to be delivered until friday, so I had to make up some errands out of my ass for my relatives to get out while I snuck into the house with it.
And so, since I've avoided fapping until it was delivered and the danger got me pretty hyped too, I proceeded to get it out, lube it up, put some visual stimulus on the PC and JAM IT IN!

...Unfortunately, this didn't feel any different than just doing it with my hand. I was expecting to instacum at the first stroke, but it was more of a "double hander with lotion on" kind of feeling. It did made me cum after some time, like any normal handy would, but it wasn't the new galaxy of sensations I was expecting at all.
When the post-nut clarity hit me in, I was just there, with a toy I have to take a modicum of care after every burst instead of just washing my hands and call it a day.

What did I do wrong? Am I suffering from death grip, even though I only fap every once a week and just to relief pressure from my balls? Did I go overboard with the lube, even though it was only 2 drops because I wasn't sure if 1 would be too little? Was it too small for me, even when I'm only 6 inches? Was it because I was at the gym when the package arrived at a DHL location, so I was somewhat tired when I went to try it? Do I have to follow some technique to properly use onas?
I really want to make this work, because I'm sure this can't be the hole's fault, and also because I also ordered the Mouth of Truth and it's on its way, and I don't want to have 2 onas I don't even know how to use properly.

Holos with this feel?