/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>6778645
Are you fucking kidding me? Are you really telling that to me?

Just so you know, I went without going outside my house for almost 6 months. Without leaving AT ALL, not even to take the trash outside. Just being in crowded places already made my throat swell up. I remember this time when I was asked to go outside buy some toilet paper on a nearby convenience store, and I just flat out started to cry out of fucking nowhere, not even I knew why I was crying. After those kind of events happened, I would sleep for days, sometimes 3-4 without doing anything else except crying myself back into sleeping. I blocked all my old friends from MSN because I was ashamed of myself and scared of them seeing me like that.

Is that "legitimately sick" enough for you? Even so, I still took the chance and started working.

I cried my eyes off every time I got home. Every lunch break, I would just go to an empty bathroom stall and cry and cry and cry until it was over. The first month was hell for me, I felt so depressed that I wanted to die for real the first time in my life. Actually I have to thank /jp/ for talking me into keeping that job, I think some of you might remember my thread.
But you see, even after all that, I still managed it. It was a lot of suffering at first, but after I realized that working could be enjoyable, everything became better and I learned how to deal with those problems.

So please don't give me this "legitimately sick" talk. Even though I wouldn't really approve of them being killed off as I said, at least insert them into a rehab program or something, for fucks sake. Even people who can't interact with other humans can be of use to society if they use a computer.