/jp/ - Otaku Culture

/jp/, I think I have a problem.

I've been a fan of Nazrin for some time. She's awesome. Her outfit, her ears, her attitude, her personality, her control over hoards of flesh-eating mice. She's perfect in my eyes. Now, normally I can't fap to touhous. I'm not sure why, but I guess I can't fap to things I have emotional connections to. But last night, I had a dream. A dream about Nazrin. I won't go into detail, but we fucked, and it was the best night ever. Waking up was very disappointing. Afterwards, throughout the day I've had a very strange and unpleasant feeling. At first I didn't realize what it was, but after seeing a couple snogging at college, I realized what it was. I'm lonely. I've never been lonely before. Never. This is completely foreign to me, and it's awful.

/jp/, I think I fell in love with a fictional character. How could this happen? What do I do?

Pic very related. Me on the left.
I wish