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I want to quit, but I know that my compulsive personality will never let me. I know that I'll be back in five minutes(if I'm lucky)no matter what I do. I have to beat this game. I thought that ReimuA was supposed to be an easy shot-type. I don't know what's wrong. I keep getting to Byakuren, I keep getting my hopes up, but then it gets crushed. I keep trying, but I can't beat her no matter what I do. It's one thing to fail and try again, but it's another to have the 1cc in your hands, and then have it crushed in front of your eyes, by your own stupid mistake.

http://replays.gensokyo.org/download.php?id=15984

It's fuck-up, after fuck-up, after fuck-up. I knew that it wasn't going to be easy. I knew what I signed up for. I never wanted it to be easy, but this is something more.

I don't know if I'm playing it wrong, if there's something wrong with my computer, or if I'm just screwed in the head.

This game is my favorite in the series by far. I still love it, and I can't play any other game just like it. What I really like about it is setting goals and beating them. Ever single new 1cc takes all of my skill, luck, and practice, and puts them together into something that I only had a tiny chance to do, with every factor combined. Every last 1cc is the result of days, weeks, or even months of intense grinding, hoping that if the stars align just right, then just maybe I will be able to beat it just this one time. Then I get to train until I can do it in my sleep.

My goal is still to beat UFO Lunatic 6/6, and I'm not going to stop until I get it, no matter how long and painful the road will be.
I'm just a little stuck.