/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>12673059
Hm, probably. It's hard to find motivation to do anything when you simply don't enjoy it. Sometimes you reach out for an opening, but it just feels impossible without a catalyst. Right now as you are, you aren't happy, but you certainly aren't completely unhappy either. Your life is mediocre, but you're better off than most people. You have a job; but you hate it because you inherited it from your father and it reeks of nepotism. Yet it has flexible hours and pays extremely well. You're in a major you hate, but it's a decent school and most of it is paid for by scholarships, and you're sure to make good money and easily get a career once you graduate. You have a girlfriend most people would envy because she's attractive, but she's dull and doesn't share any of your hobbies. It feels like you just have to force yourself to smile around her, and you've ignored her for the past week with excuses about how busy you are.

None of your friends are willing to do anything even remotely dangerous or requiring effort. You don't know anyone you feel like you can relate to or speak to just for fun.

Maybe from the previous post it sounded like I wanted someone to drag me out from my boredom. Rather than that, I want someone who is adventurous and down for anything, with a hint of inspiration. It's just lonely to go on "adventures" by yourself. I just want someone with a similar personality so I can have thrills and feel alive again; maybe then I could inspired to change my circumstances. Then again, only you can save yourself, so all this is just wishful thinking.

I'm just lonely and want to find a friend with similar interests, a competitive and adventurous spirit, as well as thrilling hobbies. I'm so desperate not to be alone I projected my wishes onto a fictional character when asked by some stranger on an anonymous image board "What if Marisa was your best friend?"

I'm pretty pathetic. Thanks for reading my blog