/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I bought my first ona: https://www.motsutoys.com/goku-hida-virgin-1100.html

It arrived last week and I've been cooming with it like a maniac to this day. It just scratches some itch that my right hand doesn't. Is this normal? Hell no, I've been thinking how much time I've wasted now just lusting away all my free time, I wish I could switch my sexual desires off/on on demand...

I'm a bit scared if this will make me even more passive in terms of finding a real partner. I'm happy though, working hard (at job) and working out hard (at gym and running) while nutting on this unnatural blob made of some kind of rubber/silicon/whatever material during spare time. It makes my life slightly more bearable, I just wish I could control my ever increasing lust a bit better.