/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Do you ever worry that your NEET life is wasting you away?

I feel at least that I could be doing better than I am now, and that my life is going to end in mediocrity with nothing ever happening.

Even though /jp/ makes fun of normals, I am jealous of them in a lot of ways. I am just a very stupid ugly person who does nothing. I want success and recognition, independence, attractiveness, and, even though I love 2D girls very much, I am still human and still get feelings of love. But there is no girl who would love me, I feel very ashamed when I feel love because of this and yell at myself. Right now I have become part of a statistic for low IQ and failure.

That feel when I think my medicine made me go crazy or bipolar.

During the day I get so happy that I begin to behave in peculiar ways. I emerged from my room a few days ago and did a poor attempt at copying one of the dances from Saturday Night Fever while I listened to disco music in my headphones and I didn't even care that there were a bunch of people in the living room that saw me. Normally I don't even leave my bedroom if I'm not home alone, but I needed to dance so much that I didn't care.

In the evenings though I become crazy and paranoid. Random inanimate objects in my room can terrify me so I have to hide them in the closet and I become convinced that the world is ending and I panic.

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