/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>22433252
>wanted to kill myself everyday shitposting on the jay.
same except i was an underager who felt "at least theres older hikis on a/jp, I can remain like this for a while longer."
now everywhere I look its teens or neonorms i cant relate to, places i used to know are long dead, usernames like pokemon97 arent even ironic anymore
Im still hoping to by 30,even sooner would be fine, its scary how fast it aproaches though

>>22439995
yesss i had the most ghetto cardboard box/pc tower monitor stand with a wooden shelf to not have to move from bed
along with the cardboard blacked out windows

it felt a lot better after tearing those down and getting natural light again though.
winter already only has a few hours of daylight here, and its easy to stay up too late and sleep until after sunset, forcing that feel year round made me feel a lot worse
having a decent routine, getting up early at least in the lighter months feels like you have more time in each day. theyre still melted together when you look back, but in the moment it was a lot less depressing

varies person to person but any lurking hikis should try it

Shhhh Kaguya is sleeping