/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>5581564
I don't know. Life has been great with you. But hell at the same time. It's hard to tell if you've caused me more joy or more pain. When Byakuren first introduced me to you, I was eager to just get the job over with and go along with life. However, as time passed, you slowly grew on me. I grew accustomed to your lively company. I never thought I'd have this sort of relationship. A bond of friendship. I only wished to remain associates at the time. But it has turned into something more. Much bigger than I had ever expected. Now I'm dying. From you. The abstinence of your true love replaced with the ideas that you truly are my friend. Yes, we're friends. But we can be so much more. Why can't you realize the same thing? As my spirit slowly eats itself, I do my best. To wait for you. For those words. You expressing your love to me. Despite my slow death, I continue to stand strong. I do my best to hide it from you. This is not a thing I will force upon you. It is your choice to express your true feelings for me. I only hope you do it soon, as I am unsure of how much more I can endure.

However, there is one thing that puts a giant gap in things. I know you're a disciple of Bishamonten. I also know that you are extremely devout in your daily responsibilities. A person like me... cannot expect someone like you to love me. You must continue to serve Bishamonten. Despite my love. It is foolish of me to hope for the impossible.