/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Tomorrow will be a good day.

> walking out of job I was just fired from
> come home and look at my grades.
> F's around the board
> have to retake an entire semester of college over again next year.
> long story short, decide to end it.
> grab zip ties, and a thick plastic waterproof bag I had from camping with my grandpa.
> take what I assumed to be my final breath of air, and zip tie the bag around my neck, so tight the zipper cuts into my throat.
>Zip tie my hands behind my back.
>close my eyes and just try to fall asleep.
> memories flash through my head. One in particular. My little brother sitting on my lap watching anime with me.
> think about my grandpa smiling as He watched me shoot a bird out of the sky with a 12 guage for the first time..
> more memories like that..
> " well shit"
> I pass out, wake up, and spaz out as my body relizes it is suffocating and I instinctually bite at the bag, but its thick for a reason. So I couldnt tear it.
> I wake up with my dad standing in front if me, the bag torn open. Hes holding me to his chest crying.
> all he says is " I'm sorry anon."
> regret.jpg.
> this man, as well as his father have been my entire world and my selfish ass had the gaul to hurt them the way I did..
Dont do it anon. Because your grandpa wont be able to have someone to take shooting, your dad wont have someone to watch old 90s sifi with. Your little brother wont have an anon to give him good anime.
Someone loves you, even if you feel like you do nothing but fail them.
When day is dark always rember happy day...
I love everyone on this board. You fellas are the best anons.

>>18532574
Thanks for the motivation anon. Things will get better.

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>>16602136
Doing this in a closed envoirment with poor air circualtion leads to incomplete combustion, which produces CO, which is toxic. Worst part is you don't CO poisining until it's too late and there's no enough oxygen in your brain to take proper action. It's a very common suicide techinique (which is probably how everybody knows about it).