/jp/ - Otaku Culture

How do I prepare for the very last event of my javfu bros. I'm so dumb I've gotten more emotionally attached than being horny at her it breaks my heart I'm never gonna see her and talk to her again after her last event.
retired girls almost never interacts with fans after retirement or just disappears 100%. May post one tweet on twitter once every 3 months or so and that's it.
I should have just fapped to the vids and never going to the events and bring myself this pain. But ever since I was a kid I've always reached for things I cannot get.

Pornhub has deleted millions of videos from all unverified users because some people uploaded illegal shit.
>go to pornhub
>check my jav playlist
>number reduced from 150 to 7 videos
>remembered I had favorited a top tier fc2 vid but its gone forever
>fuuuuuck
>gif related
I should have downloaded my top tiers but I'm a lazy fag so I didn't,
Big F