/jp/ - Otaku Culture

well fuck this, I can't even share fun shit on 4/jp/ properly anymore. i said i'd record streets for you guys but these changes are silly, i don't think i want to anymore.

no fun left here. attached is a still from today's street videography. i'm gonna go get fucking blasted on pharms soon and walk around kabukicho like in enter the void. if i get killed that's cool too, i thought about death a lot last night for some reason. like i just get knocked out by accident from like a falling object near a construction site or a stray baseball slams into my skull. i fall unconscious and wake up in hospital with both retrograde and anterograde amnesia and i know something is wrong with me but i can never recall what. i go back home and i say goodbye to a good ladyfriend of mine that i can just about remember, but then her brother opens the door and i don't know who he is, but i know he's somewhat important, and i incorrectly think he's her boyfriend instead so i tell him to pass on a message to her and i describe how i really appreciate all the fun times i spent with her and then i tell him that i can't live with this amnesia since i'll never permanently know what's wrong with me or what the fuck is going on, like i'm permafried or something. So I go and kill myself.

but that was a weird half-dream thing i had. i mean, it seems alright if it came to that, but i'd prefer to not die right now and just have fun getting blasted in the neon-lights of tokyo.

i spent a cold and wet sunday afternoon at tamagawa and i dorkily listened to this song on the river bank:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=OPgbbNx9rYk

there were lots of really chilled out stray cats just chilling out in the rain too. i'm not even cat otaku but I think it'd be pretty wicked to be a cat for a day or two. you can look at this frame of mine if you want:
www.fotothing.com/photos/311/311306dd5e99177f02a7ed39fa01f037_133.jpg

farewell!