/jp/ - Otaku Culture

ok lads, how fucked am i?
Grinded anki 2k/6k core deck for about 750 words at 20 a day, did no grammar. I was learning the infinitives of verbs in the anki anyway and the example sentences gave me a false sense of me thinking i know what the fuck is going on.
Download Yotsuba Vol 1 & the reading guide thinking 'easy fkn peasy'
Open up the anki deck for vocab that came in the reading pack. I knew like 6 or 7 out of 10, p happy
Open the anki deck for sentences that came in the reading pack. Idk wtf is going on, i the breakdown i recognise some words but all jumbled together everything looks a mess, i cant recognise shit and the way verbs and shit are conjugated and the order of shit looks alien. Finally get to yotsuba vol 1 and I struggle reading the fucking font for starters and then panic and cant decode anything.
I feel so dumb and useless lads.