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Every day the pain comes back again
The grief that tightens it's grip, day by day
Loneliness it haunts me, makes me cry
Feels like the world has abandoned me
I'm weak, I'm nothing, just a shadow of my life
My heart is dead and still I dream of you
Don't you understand you're the reason for my pain

I hear you calling me to come
There's no-on I can see
Just the nights cold breeze
Oh god I'm so alone, so alone

I fear the darkness that makes me blind
There's nothing I can feel
These tears are nothing without you
I'm nothing without you

Can you see my heart, broken like my life
Nothing to hold on, nothing to live for
This pain is too much for me to take
Holding on to you was like holding on to nothing

My trust for you tore me apart
I gave all for you from my heart

I fear the darkness that makes me blind
There's nothing I can feel
These tears are nothing without you
I'm nothing without you

Can you see my heart, broken like my life
Nothing to hold on, nothing to live for
This pain is too much for me to take
Holding on to you was like holding on to nothing

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside...
This holy reality, this holy experience. Choosing to be here in...

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion.

Alive

This holy reality, in this holy experience. Choosing to be here in...

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion...
Of what it means to be alive

Swirling round with this familiar parable.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this
chance to be alive and breathing
chance to be alive and breathing.

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal.
All this pain is an illusion.

When did I become so weak, or have I always been?
I can't put all this back in place.(Back in place)

I can see it in your eyes
You're broken down; your hands are tied.
I can feel it in my side.
Over and over and over I've tried.

I can see it in your eyes
You're broken down; your hands are tied.

And I know you cannot hide.
Over and over and over I've tried.

So let me take this medicine
To quench my love for violent things
My swan song will
Be like a bullet laced in anger
As the razor cuts a soft spot
On your heel.

(Each breath) is getting slower
(This war) is getting harder
To fight by myself
(Sick waves) of bitter fashion,
(Ripped down) the shield that I have
Tears rain from above.

Do you see?
The life I lead?

So follow me into the sun,
And I will bleed, the poisons dry.

These bayonet scars never cease
To blind the light shed from the beast
And all we do is hate.

(Eyes shot) from constant visions.
(Angels) are rendered useless
Good has lost it's heart.

Do you see?
The life I lead?

So follow me into the sun,
And I will bleed, the poisons dry.

For you

For you

(For you!)
(For you!)
(For you!)


Bite to break skin,
Don't give the secret,
My stoic face,
Beaten with passion
The phoenix will die
Inside the fire storm
I am the son
So follow my footsteps.

Bite to break skin,
Don't give the secret,
My stoic face,
Beaten with passion
The phoenix will die
Inside the fire storm
I am the son
So follow my footsteps.

>>14845258
Me as well! My parents used to beg me to stop doing whatever it was I was doing that was changing me into a disappointing failure of a son! Now I just lie to them instead, much easier. Like and subscribe by the way, thank you.

Kill me baby.

Hey!
Just say it.

Could this be the end?
Is this the way I die?
Sitting here alone
No one by my side

I don't understand
I don't feel that I deserve this
What did I do wrong?
I just don't understand

Give me one more chance
Let me please explain
It's all been circumstance
I'll tell you once again

You took me for a ride
Promising a vast adventure
Next thing that I know
I'm frightened for my life

Now wait a minute man
That's not how it is
You must be confused
That isn't who I am

Please don't be afraid
I would never try to hurt you
This is how we live
Strange although it seems
Please try to forgive

The chapel and the saint
The soldiers and the wine
The fables and the tales
All handed down through time

Of course you're free to go
Go and tell the world my story
Tell about my brother
Tell them about me

The Count of Tuscany

The one, the where, the why
The one for a perfect world,
A world that threw me away

I turned my eyes to see it all,
To give you what you're looking for that day
That day to run away

The one, the where you're here with me
You know my name but will it ever,
Ever be the same

My heart feels broken as I'm lying here
My thoughts are choking 'cause of you my dear
And everything of meaning disappears

Never said I'd lie and wait forever
Always and never, we'll be together
A heart that's left alone
Becomes a heart of stone

Always, never longing for you
Always, never being true

The one, the where, the why
The one for a perfect world,
A world that threw me away

My eyes open now with the world I see
It was a dream referring to how shit I feel
Thank you for wandering
In the most precious world I've seen

Never said I'd lie and wait forever
Always and never, we'll be together
A heart that's left alone
Becomes a heart of stone

Always, never on my mind
Always, never you are mine

Never said I'd lie and wait forever
Always and never, we'll be together
A heart that's left alone
Becomes a heart of stone

Alway, never said and done
Always, always change my mind
Always, never being true
I'll always love you

Always and never

The sun is gone, come here darkness come

With me to see into the deep, to scream to dream

Of things I can't believe

My fate is to decay, to rot in this grave, alone to try in vain

To rise again to see another day, to live again to see another day

Too late to try, the end in sight die to see another day

Too late to cry, for peace of mind, die to see another day

Grasping the blade, die to see another day

To strike a vein, die to see another day

Tomorrow's not the day, I wanna see so I'll be on my way

To see what's beyond

You are one of God's mistakes
You crying, tragic waste of skin
I'm well aware of how it aches
And you still won't let me in

Now I'm breaking down your door
To try and save your swollen face
Though I don't like you anymore
You lying, trying waste of space

Before our innocence was lost
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky 7's
And the voice that made me cry

My oh my

You were Mother Nature's son
Someone to whom I could relate
Your needle and your damage done
Remains a sorted twist of fate

Now I'm trying to wake you up
To pull you from the liquid sky
'cause if I don't we'll both end up
With just your songs to say goodbye

My oh my
A song to say goodbye
A song to say goodbye
A song to say

Before our innocence was lost
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky 7's
And a voice that made me cry
It's a song to say goodbye