/jp/ - Otaku Culture

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I used to have so much fun back then... Look at me. I held no hatred in my heart, I cared for other anons, I thought everyone in that thread was my friend. My pure simple innocent heart was still unbroken at this time... Where did it all go so wrong... WHERE DID ALL MY FRIENDS GO!? I used to love talking with anons here, I remember being worried about that one Jewish anon when his country was getting bombed...Where did all the love go? How did we come to this /07/th? How did we become so hate-filled?

I have a problem to this place. I am addicted. The only joy I get from my life is when I come here to post, Everything else is just fake bullshit. Even back then I wondered why I was happiest when I was posting on the jay... It took me so long to realize it and it was all thanks to this random song I found on youtube. This song helped put into perspective everything in my life... My friends are gone /07/th. All the old posters who I called friends and who I shared many memories and laughs with are gone but... The hole they filled is still there! The hole is called true friendship! A friendship between people without any sort of care of social grace or of all the fake meaningless bullshit I have to do every single day. I am no one here, My past plays no role only the content of your posts. I used to be so love-filled when I posted, I really did care for you all but... Somewhere along the way I lost sight of that. Instead of wanting to create new OC to show you all I just became an angry distant father, Only showing up to shit on you. I want to have fun /07/th. I just want us all to get along again. Like we used to. Even if you weren't here when I first came here, All I want now is people to call my friends and to share a laugh with. I want to make mysteries again! I want to make more dumb soundposts so I can make you guys laugh again! I want to talk about how much I fucking love Higurashi and Umineko, I want to play Mahjong with all of you, I just want to have my /07/th friends again!

I miss you /07/th. I miss the fun we used to have. Let's have fun again bros, Let's all make good OC as we used to. Let's put an end to this autistic war and hold hands in the rebirth of /07/th. We've lost so many people along the way, But even if they aren't here it doesn't mean we can't be happy!

I swear to you /07/th, In the honor of my true name, I'll try my best to bring love back to these threads. I ask myself why I could never leave and the answer was simple: I love you /07/th The only place where I can be truly free. I have so much to get started on, And I'm quite busy right now but I promise I'll be back!

This was the video that helped open my eyes, For so long I haven't been able to just go outside and breathe and this was what I needed. It made me understand EVERYTHING. The sound resonated with my soul...Enjoy!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ly92cA5XyFE