/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I was real skinny and weird looking in high school. Got depressed and got fat. Spent 10 years drinking alone in an apartment, either that or kill self right?
then i got fit and girls started treating me strangely.

My neighbor wouldnt leave me alone so I gave it a shot, we got along great, talked for 10 hours the first time we hung out. Thought I finally had a connection with someone after being alone my entire life. We drank together and ended up in bed cuddling, she didnt want to have sex since she wasnt that type of girl. After that she wouldnt have anything to do with me. 2 weeks later I see her and some guy that looked like he escaped prison driving around.

Now girls stare at me everywhere i go but I dont have it in me to get heartbroken again. I know, man up faggot, but I dont want to just have sex, Ive always wanted love.
I just dont get to experience it in this life.

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