/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>13462973
What gave me my attitude was becoming homeless. I lived in a sort of like a half way house.

I was there with excons and people you would not want to live with. I had to get tough to deal with IRL bullying. I also had to face myself. I existed in not one of the disordered people, but every one. It kind of gave me an idea of just how many personality disorders I've got. Looking in the mirror was painful but it motivated me to try to change. To make the disorders work for me.

Living with 9 deranged people having schizoid PD was hell. These days my schizoid PD is far worse than my SA.

9 'normal' people would have been bad enough. I got catatonic depression and some mild psychosis but I pressed on.

I had to work like hell to survive let alone get out of that situation. I told myself when I did I wouldn't give a fark ever again. I'd just be like whatever and count my blessings not my hardships. I live each day for all it's worth.

I don't know man. All I can suggest is maybe look into a small online business. Incidentally, I actually learned a lot from some Japanese people who befriended me. I've found that they are good people to talk to about starting a business.

That's what they do I learned... they become a producer society as opposed to the consumer society that the west has become.

They're attitude is if you can't find a job you make one.

If you want extravagance and status then I can't help you. But if you'd be happy with Anzu's idealized life (also the idealized life of most herbivore men) then maybe I can.

That is, make enough to live just comfortably with internet, games, or whatever hobbies you enjoy. That's the way to go these days anyway. Trust me no one out there is enjoying life these days and it will only get worse. You are missing nothing. Living the dream is the way to go.

One guy hammered into me "this is the world." It made me realize "then I want no part." I let RL, society, 3D women, and the confines of reality go. Now I am free.