/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>27195687
[blog]I woke up this morning with the shitstorm blowing and I've passed the whole day just reading and reminiscing, before I knew it the day had already ended. She was my second favorite and I still haven't managed to watch the new video from my oshi, my mind just keeps drifting towards a black hole of sadness and I cannot focus on anything. I was the original trinity poster and I was also a gosling poster and everybody just keeps talking shit about gosling posters, gosling posting was just a way to express myself when I couldn't find the words for it, now I cannot even do that without getting a replychain full of hateful comments. I feel like I should give up on Hololive altogether but I also feel like I don't want to wake up tomorrow, because I will have nothing and I'll have no choice but go back to reality. I'm old and broke and what's more someone close to me was diagnosed with cancer a few days ago, I cannot enjoy games or movies anymore, but somehow HL managed to keep me distracted and relaxed even if for brief periods of time, now whenever I see a vtuber I only feel like cringing and looking away.[/blog]

I will probably feel worse after posting this so thanks in advance to the meido for deleting this reply.

Punished Chicken...