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Man, I never realized how hot Nazrin is until now

>>9003615
I think it was because I never bothered to be actually good at videogames until now. Touhou was literally what made me go from wanting to play everything on Easy to wanting to play everything on Lunatic.

And now I am seriously regretting not having realized that when younger. I had so many chances to become competent at videogames. I used to be on friendly enough terms with my brother to play Super Smash Bros, I had enough time to play Red Faction and a lot of Counter Strike and Starcraft, and all it took to become better at these games was putting the difficulty on Normal instead of Easy, and then Hard instead of Normal, stop cheating at Starcraft's single player and stop demanding noob-only matches. And now this has come to bite back at me

Dear God... why was I so stupid?

I would like to do something about that, but it's too late. The damage cannot be fixed. I am flawed at the core, and will be forever shackled by being such a klutz at videogames. To think that I won't be able to approach Lunatic until 2014 at least...

The one thing that brings me solace, though, is that having beaten a Touhou on normal is for me the proof that even the biggest, clumsiest permanoob can overcome a Touhou game with enough patience and dedication. Now, I just hope I can still say this once I try to reach Lunatic or an Extra Stage...