/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>39083938
No I'm not lying, The truth is I have no real passion for anything. If you had met me about two years ago I would be a very easy person to talk to in private since I was so filled with Idealism and passion for my desires. Now I have no passion and very little hope for the future, I may do very fun things but they are just that: Things. They have no real substance when put next to a man with Passion. You could've asked me anything about a wide varity of subjects in the past and I would've gladly have awnsered them, But now I have no more passion. The pursuit of knowlegde is something that should only be done if you intened to use your teachings on the improvement of your dream and of you passions, But since I have no dreams nor passions it only exists as a tumor. A useless sack of blood cells only worsning the disease called no passion. The only private enjoyment I get nowadays is reading and watching films something that only worsens the disease since the materials I watch contain ideas and concepts that forces you to think. So in a way I am just like a normie: A person with no deep inner charecter who only exists to take pleasure in material things.