/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I just want a kikimora dude. Not the kind where she's a subservient doormat but when I'm feeling worthless and I call myself that, she would drag me to the bathroom with a stern look and force me to say "I'm not worthless" like my family used to do.
I want her to give me that kick to the ass when I start having self-doubt.
I want her to tell me to do my best with a smile.
I want to be her shoulder to cry on and I want her to be mine.
I want us to exchange soft nothings and small whispers of "Good night" right before we sleep entangled in each others grasps. I want to wake up knowing someone will support me to hell and back and I'd do the same.
Why the fuck is life so cruel. I just want to love and be loved.