/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I just watched Solanin... It made me really think about the way my life's been heading.

I've had a strange life. I decided I wanted to be the little girl when I was young, and I jumped on hormones as soon as I legally could. I went away to college, for a major I didn't follow through on. Transitioning in college was scary... I was bullied a lot, and I even got beat up a few times. I developed severe social anxiety. I started browsing /jp/ consistently. If it weren't for going to required classes, I would have been a complete hikkikomori. Even now, I'm taking the summer off, trying to get my shit together. Part of me loves having time to be a NEET, and actually having time to expand my wardrobe and do regular girl things. But part of me is scared. I don't want to be a NEET forever... even now, I have nothing going for myself. I'm scared of people. I dream of being a musician, but I lack the skills... I wish I could become a gravure idol.

Have you ridden any interesting bananas lately?

>>9282821
Hey, me too!

Mine is still up though.