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>>43000764
Theres nothing to be answered. But sure ill tell you what happened, i hope this sated your curiosity.
She said that one day she lashes out to everyone around her over nothing, this includes her close friends, her family and her coworkers, she said mean things and felt like she is not herself most if the time. This thing happened suddenly and basically ruined her friendship on multiple occasions, she also suddenly got irritated without reason multiple times. Eventually her family came to her house and stay with her for awhile because they thought its probably stress from everything that going around her, this shit keeps happening and she sometimes forgot who she was when she woke up. Her parents finally get her to hospital to get it checked, and they all found out she has early symptoms of schizophrenia and bipolar, this devastated her because this is happening right when she wanted to do everything at once, the doctor suspected that the trigger is unironically her playing around multiple characters, juggling around multiple projects at one time, suddenly live far away from her main anchor which is her family and mentally exhausted from social media. This leads to her to actually need to take medication, meditate, and basically turn off her internet persona for quite some times. She is even more stressed because everyone puts expectations on her, suddenly tons of eyes on her and this never happened before so her mental actually got quite a shock (understandable).
Tldr: her mental capacity is quite weak and her mind never built for social media, she is a delicate timid girl that got lucky and suddenly put on the spotlight without having the mental fortitude to go with it.
But this is all fine because ill love her regardless and i hope you understand her reasoning to suddenly stopped doing whatever she did before. She haven't said anything more than the one she said on her comeback stream. Hope you satisfied