/jp/ - Otaku Culture

It's my 25th birthday today, /jp/, and I can barely afford Persona 5. I don't know anymore, life is just whatever. this place isn't what it used to be, etc, probably full of normies and all kinds of shit now. I miss 2k11/prior days. I really miss them,. Even 11-13 the invaders were only other people from v and a (a bit of a shitters) but then 12-14+ it just got total normie'd up. 8ch jp got good quality stuff it seems but its just not the same. Maybe there's some emotional attatchment here since its like home... but idk. like the author of NHK, ive come a long way in life and yet I still haven't changed my nihilist outlook, but even became more black pilled. whats the point going on, just to suffer? every day i know ill have to work 8 hrs at some horrible place just so i can come home and play what few vidya are actually fun anymore. communities on clear web are all just normie'd up, with links from reddit and facebook. i am here just to suffer, it seems