/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>11073333
>tfw you make your posts as bad as possible just so you get attention

>>10759630
u mad

That feel when you go outside and see kids playing with each other, and all you can think of is wishing that you were 12-years-old just so you could play Modern Warfare with your friends again like in the good old days

That feel when I've never noticed this about myself until about april of this year, but I seem to be completely scared of being surrounded by a bunch of strangers.

I've always enjoyed spending time by myself since for some reason, I get bored of other people really fast, and I think to myself that everyone doesn't like me because I'm boring and don't talk alot, so because of that I've grown to be a loner.

My senior year of college I met up with an old friend from back when I was a high school freshman. We were the same in regards to being a little weird. When I met him, he was the leader of some frat, had gotten pretty big due to lifting weights, and was an all around better person than me, who only spent his 4 years of college masturbating to doujins and doing the bare minimum to keep a 3.5 gpa.
That guy told me to go to some event his frat was having, and I felt bad if I said I didn't want to go, so I agreed. On the way there, I saw a lot of people, and for some reason that scared me and I ran to my car and let out a few bitch tears. Normally, I see plenty of people everywhere since my school is in an urban area, but for some reason seeing all those people scared me.

It was then when I realized that I'm not made for socializing with other people outside of work related things.

I honestly don't mind if I die a lonely virgin as long as I have fun with myself doing the things I like. The only reason I haven't popped a portal is because of how supportive my parents are.