/jp/ - Otaku Culture

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Tomorrow I have a stage performance. After such a long time.
Honestly, I don't know where I fit in.
It's somewhere I don't belong.
I'm worried.

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It was so great.
My sister said that my ponytails looked like an old women's.

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Don't get some weird picture about it all in your head, okay?
Compared to way back I'm an adult.
It's just that my sempais were able to get over their tough times. But they would consistently get into senbatsu, and I'm a member who can't even make it into the undergirls, and their pushing the kouhais with television appearances etc.

But there's no reason to worry.
There's no reason not to do my best, with my talents and abilities. It also comes down to timing, luck and chance. This is the same for everyone.

But this is something that I really love, so it's a bit frustrating.

aaamin ;_; must way she's chilling out with mariko more. seeking advice 'n' stuff.