/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I just want to be with Bernkastel forever. I just can't handle this reality anymore, I just can't go on without her, without the comfort of being around anyone like Bernkastel.

Every day I wake up to a family that hates me, to a world that wants me dead, a world that gave me rabies, a world that humiliates me, only to slave my life's worth away to some random billionaire, a concept which has shackled and tortured me for so long, selling my time and soul to those very tyrants who rule over me, whose work is the cause of my joy's decadence, my antichrist, my own personal hell.

I just want a hot and caring cat girl girlfriend to hug me while she comforts me and tells me everything is going to be ok, to whisper in my ear and tell me I'm such a good boy, that I make her happy, that I am not a burden.

Please, God, any god that will even look in my direction, at my pitiful and sorrowful existence, is it too much to ask? is it too entitled for a cretin and low-life like me to seek comfort? is it such a sin to not want to live a life despised by all, and loved only by creations of my own mind? is it so selfish to want to at least be of use to one being in this planet, even if it just came onto existence by my own desire to not be alone? by my fear of solitude? is life so cruel as to not let me have a cute cat girl girlfriend?

Please, I'm so lonely. Just grant me this one miracle