/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Hey /jp/, if I asked politely, would mind raiding /v/ for a few weeks or so? Just long enough to drive normals back to wherever normals come from? Maybe getting /a/ to help or something?

I try to not think about not waking up.

Usually I'll stay away for so long that I fall asleep immediately after I lay down. If that doesn't work, I'll stay awake for days until I eventually pass out.

I try not to do that because when I pass out, it seems that I bleed profusely from my nose. I'm not sure why. If I pass out too often, I'm very light headed, and I think that's because of anemia.

If I lay in bed for too long, I start to think about dying, and the thoughts don't really bother me. I become unnerved by that realization. I become fascinated by it, too, and I continue to think about it. I play out elaborate, sick fantasies wherein I die in a gruesome, unbecoming manner, as if there was a good way to die. I'll almost surely have nightmares that night, and I'll wake up in a cold sweat, light headed, with my bed drenched in blood.

It's weird. I don't get nosebleeds from anything else. Only when I'm unconscious.

I wish I was autistic enough to do that online data entry work.

Based on my calculations you could actually survive off that kind of work. You would just have to be able to do mindless work like filling out data sheets and whatever you'd find on mturk and do it non-stop for about 9 hours a day.

Does anyone here make money on the internet?

I want to find some way to make money so I can buy more dolls, but I'm too anxious to get a job outside. I know about that microworker stuff like mechanical turk, but that's kind of mindnumbing and you have to work for hours just to make a couple dollars.