/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>sick of feeling like a leech
>decide to go buy the babymetal cd
>in hmv trying to buy it but cant find it
>politely ask guy working there if he can help me find it
>realize mid conversation he's not actually an employee
>"excuse me sir, i'm looking for babymetal but i... "
>"i dont work here"
>walk away briskly, check their pop section and find it there
>cute cashier is working and i don't want to look like a pansy who can't handle real metal
>ask her what's the heaviest metal she knows of
>"cannibal corpse"
>i laugh and say they're a bunch of posers
>she looks slightly uncomfortable
>i tell her i was just joking and to lighten up
>i replay that interaction over and over on my walk home
>upon my arrival i'm in an awful mood
>ignore my mom when she says hi, go straight to my room with tears in my eyes
>see people having fun on /jp/, bitter rage wells inside me
>try to make everybody else feel as miserable as me