/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>Aniki died before me

Week 3 of Omochadreams being out of stock and saying they'll get new stock next week.

>>13652073
Sometimes I down a bunch of DPH and alcohol and play Yume Nikki.

I don't do it much anymore because I had a huge freakout last time.

>>13475293
This has happened to be before too but I snapped out of it before anyone got mad.

>I can't take this anymore.
Same here but something is keeping me away from offing myself. I have no idea what it is thou.

I think it might be pride.

Depression, NEET & hikikomori thread.

>>11224088
well who's that guy in livonia then welp ;_;

>>11157882
>yfw /jp/ will never have a sticky

>>11150746
>you'd also hate yourself more for looking like an emotional wreck
Are you saying it's less embarrassing to cry in public as a man? People don't just awkwardly ignore you they get sick at the very sight too.

>lolno
I've never seen any girl, ugly or not, bullied into buying cigarettes for her coworker every day, or coerced into running errands for the people she calls friends, or pushed out of line, or judged for her height, or ignored and interrupted in conversation, or humiliated for having red hair or big hips or fair skin or being shy or physically weak.

>it's not like similar products don't exist for men
No, there are no products for men to make my eyes look bigger and brighter or my complexion rosier or my eyebrows more striking or my lips thicker.

All this "if u were an ugly girl" talk is pointless anyway. The whole reason my heart aches so much is because I have so many features that I know would have made me beautiful as a female if I had come out that way.

Have you given up yet, /jp/?

>>10334164
I want to finish some VNs but I always end up doing something else and before I know it, the next day has come.

I rarely know what the date is anymore.

I played the witch house
any SOL story about Ellen and Viola?

I played it together with someone to the end, although they did most of the work.

I wonder if that counts

Playing through ghost school now myself, but I think that'll take a long time because of my kanji "proficiency"

>>10060715
>NEET and Hikki lifestyle are specific for this board and belong here.

http://archive.heinessen.com/r9k/?task=search2&ghost=&search_text=neet&search_subject=&a
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So I haven't been in any relationships for a couple years (bad breakup etc) but recently came across a girl that I've.. sort of developed a crush on. As pathetic as it sounds, I've never met her in person. Long story short, I have her on Skype and I've only talked to her a couple with it. (text, not voice/video)

How can I make this go the right way without screwing it up? My eventual goal is obviously to meet her in person and ask her out, but it's been so long since I've done this that I forget what the "first steps" are. I've just been myself and had those couple of conversations with her. I don't want to immediately hop on her as soon as she signs on "HEY WHAT'S UP" but I feel like I still need to keep adding fuel to the fire to get things started.

/jp/ is not your blog, jon

>>9899939
Wrong way around.

I honestly have never felt so lost in my life. I have been happy and really finally starting to enjoy daily life again but i can’t ignore the lingering fact that im not on track…to really anything. I once again want to change my major and i have absolutely no fucking idea what i want to do with my life. I sat for hours reading and researching majors only to feel more confused then before. Things probably got the lowest for me when i did shrooms a few weeks ago. I was with a group of friends and we where originally just doing E and drinking/smoking…i underestimated how crazy some of my friends are. Randomly they decide to get shroom extract (which is twice a potent as the mushroom form), while i was already rolling/drunk/high off my ass already. At the time it felt like a good idea but it was probably the worst experience of my life. I sat in a corner basically lost in my own mind for 6. It felt like i was failing at life and that everything, and i mean everything, was caving in on me. Ever since i have basically been stuck in that mindset. Im the kind of person that desperately needs a goal to follow or i can’t function properly and right now i have no goals….im just scooting by and filling voids with drugs and alcohol. My lifestyle right now is super fun but i know it will only lead to bad things.

Why even bother moderating a board when we are one click away from boards like >>>/v/? Banning clearly doesn't work.

Why is the western internet culture so retarded,/jp/?

After I developed depression, I stopped feeling emotions.

I hate you normals.

I want to fall in love with a girl, and take her virginity, and be happy.
Is it unNEET to want love?

When I was in elementary school, a few older kids on the bus used to make fun of me. I asked my older brother on the bus to help me because that's what I thought older brothers do but he just ignored me. Me and him were never really close and are even more distant today.
The bullying ended after elementary school and people were actually really nice to me in the rest of my school years. Looking back, it surprises me how well I got along with everyone.

Also, when I was really young a delinquent girl would beat me up on the playground and the popular girls would make me their "dog" and force me to walk around on four legs. But that's a different story.