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>>44755312
I had a similar experience. For many years I had my own fantasy world that kept evolving and morphing. In the end it ended up around some strange power fantasy where I caught this evil assassin girl that *totally deserved it* and tortured her endlessly until she broke and fell in love with me. She became a mind-broken, totally obedient, slave type. It was a pretty nice fantasy because, well, she deserved it.
But anyway, to cut a long story short, at some point I had some sort of karmic epiphany where I freaked out about mistreating this being, who - although originally deserving her fate - was actually just another pure soul. And that, in turn, I was proving to be no better than she had originally been. Now if I so much as try to re-live that fantasy I get stricken with a piercing feeling of dread.

I will fantasize about nobler things.

>>42105616
Hatoba Tsugu