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>>14358172
Get in line. The human condition is a miserable joke that only becomes more absurd and tragic the more you think about.

It's made 10 times worse for people like us, or at least me, who are assured, because of our personalities and issues, to die alone, never having truly been loved.

No matter how many concerts and HS events I go to, this fundamental truth won't go away.　
When my oshi smiles at me, the weight on my heart goes away briefly, but soon returns, even heavier, knowing I've paid to get the happiness I should have earned by being the kind of person who ends up happy.

EVEN GIVEN THAT, Pizza-kek, I'm not going to kill myself. Life might not have a meaning and it's full of suffering, but that doesn't make it OK to quit trying.