/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Do you ever feel like you might have actually have autism (medical autism not just /jp/ autism) that has never been diagnosed? I feel like I might have because I have a developing dyslexia (trouble learning and mixing up words/letters in writing and speech) now and even in my speech I can't talk correctly anymore, nothing else can really explain it. In speech, I either pause in the middle of a simple sentence to think of what I wanted to say or I say something that sounds similar but is not the right word at all. Other times I don't even know how to say I what I want to say and just say something else or nothing at all. I even have a lisp for certain words. I end up embarrassing myself when I can't even get a simple point across and I end up not wanting to talk and regress even further as the days go on. I feel like something is really wrong with me but I don't know what. My parents say it's just because it's because of my high anxiety and stress and that I should continue seeing my doctors (only talked to the doctors about it recently) but I don't know anymore. Am I overthinking things and it's normal for everyone or could I be a high functioning autistic of sorts? Do you have similar problems? Are you or you not diagnosed with any mental health issues? You don't have to take me serious if you don't want to but I feel like crying right now. To make it up for have some Mokou pants.