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I stopped playing for a while due to frustrations, played some TH19 today, went back to TH10 Hard and almost beat it
I would have if I wasn't getting really, really tired on the winning run. I lost two lives to a nonspell when I had less than three power and would have lost nothing for just bombing it
I don't know if I ever will make it

I've once again hit that point where I can't finish a Touhou session without considering killing myself
I spent like three weeks practicing MoF Hard stage 4, got a no-miss run in Stage 1-3, then died four times on that stage because I refused to bomb
I only died twice to stage 5 (one death also being the result of me not wanting to bomb despite being under 3.20 power) and probably would've gotten my 1cc if I was less stubborn
I don't know if I should quit or keep going and hopefully kill myself for real, these games are really bad for my mental health and it's becoming more apparent as the years go by

>>41161212
you take that back