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Satori the yandere!

How do you feel? Are you ready? I see. Ok, then I’ll be like this for a little longer. I won’t hurt it, I’ll just keep grabbing it like this until the time comes.

Are you crying? No, you don’t have any tears, but your heart is crying, isn’t it? I can read your mind, you know? Get used to it already. It’s true that men aren’t supposed to show tears in front of others. But you don’t have to try so hard anymore, see? Soon, you’re not gonna be a man anymore. Are you sorry for what you did? You did something you shouldn’t have. That’s why I have to give you this as a punishment. And you must receive this punishment. You understand, right? No matter how much you regret your action, how much you repent and apologize to everyone in the world, you can’t make up for your crime. And that won’t change no matter how much you scream and cry.

That’s right. You realized that too late. I don’t feel sorry for you. I’ve looked into many people’s hearts. I can’t be commiserating with every person’s sadness. I lost that feeling long ago. But I’ll pray that your mind will be at ease. I’m not a priest, so I can’t listen to your confessions, though. I’m sure you’re scared. And you must be sad. You’re about to have your most pleasurable body part taken away. You’re going to have the possibility of feeling pleasure while having sex plucked off forever.

…

…hey. Do you want to die? You just thought, “before I lose my function as a man, will you…,” didn’t you? Don’t get carried away because I’m being nice. I don’t mind killing you right now, you know? Would you like me to slash off not your foreskin but your neck like a tomato? Yes, living the rest of your life without the joy of sexual pleasure must be hell. You might be happier if you died!

…

Jeez, if you were going to apologize, don’t have such a thought from the start. It’s fine, if you admit your fault, I’ll forgive you. Don’t shrink up so much. You know, if you’d wanted to, it wouldn’t be surprising if you already had sex. So in the end, this is the life you chose. Even if your pleasure function weren’t removed, I’m sure you wouldn’t have had sex or make children. An innumerable number of lives are born into this world and die. Take insects, for example. Only a handful mate and pass on their DNA. Most are just born and end their life just by becoming some other living thing’s food. There’s no difference from that. But humans are luckier than other species, and among humans, you stepped off the path. That’s all.

I know this story isn’t going to console you. …now, sorry. It’s about time. I’m going to do it, then. There’s no god in Gensokyo who offers benefits on one’s deathbed, but if there is anything you believe in, pray. It might be impossible, but I suggest relaxing. I’m not going to use any anesthetic. It’ll probably hurt. Now, breathe deep and close your eyes. When you open your eyes, it’ll be a completely different you…

You’re crying again…

FIN