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>>10989708
What I said was misleading. I can't make a friend, let alone a girlfriend. It would take a miracle, but more to the point even if I could make a friend I wouldn't want to. I hate people, including myself. When I was younger I realized that I would be alone my whole life and I agonized over this, but not because I thought I'd be lonely. I wanted to be normal. After a long time I realized it was pointless to try to be normal. I thought for a long time about what kind of person I could spend my life with, but now I know that I will never like anyone in any sense of the term.
You might have reason to hope for a person to come into your life, but for me all there is is the fear that I will get tangled up in trying to please assholes that I hate.

>>10989735
Are you sure you'd want a life partner? I used to think I would but all I would do is fantasize about a perfect woman who psychically knows what I want. If I had to share my life with a real person I'd probably kill myself.

>>8395382
I'll see you soon