/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Yesterday I posted here about slapping my balls around too much while masturbating to that Rushia lolidom doujin and how one of my testicles started stinging really badly the next day.
People told me I might have testicular torsion and should go to the hospital, so I went to the doctor to get checked up when it was still hurting bad today.

Turns out I did have testicular torsion, the doc said it probably happened when I was stretching my balls and tying them up before slapping them and then all the force I applied while slapping caused one of the tubes that carry semen around in your ball sack to get a small tear.
They can try to patch it up via surgery but it's expensive as fuck and my insurance doesn't pay for it so my choice is either to go badly into debt or lose one of my balls, the later is covered by my insurance for whatever fucking reason.

So I will probably have to give up one of my testicles.
I know I should feel bad about it but I'm weirdly almost happy.
It's a really weird feeling, I'm just not really worried about it. It's really hard to put into words.
It's like I gave it up for Rushia or something, maybe, you know?
I don't really get it myself.

Rushia keep being exceptionally charming and cute!
New Year oufit Rushia is cute too.
Still stuck in SC reading, how is the collab so far?
I only opened Nene on mute.

>>27821865
Sorry fellow fandead, but its not gonna last.
Coco will probably get first again due to her comeback.
Though I dont think Rushia really cares about that.