/jp/ - Otaku Culture

10 years ago I decided to learn japanese, me. someone who had at that time and even now not achieved a single thing in my life, never did anything of worth at all. And now all I am able to do is read hiragana and katakana, and only barely some very simple kanji and can guess 60% accurately some grammar. I cannot read a moege without having to look up kanji and grammar.

It's depressing how incapable I am at even the one thing I surprisingly had the motivation to attempt in my life. A schizoid loner, drowning in apathy and laziness. I lost the game of life and simply cannot stop losing.