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I feel happy for her, but at the same time it's extremely demotivating knowing that some lucky guy about my age is starting a family with Nana, meanwhile I have no chance of ever having a family with someone like her. Of all the idols and casters I follow, she's the only one who can make me genuinely feel this way.
She announced her marriage a few days before my October birthday last year, which brought the first wave of this feeling. This year, she'll go on maternity a few days after it.
I'll really miss her for that year and a half, and I hope her kid keeps her infinitely cute smile and personality.
Saya/Nonchan guys might get this feeling someday, so brace yourselves!