/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Mental issues. Receiving some money because of that (not a lot). At the same time, I don't want to be a part of this system due to some of those reasons you mentioned. Mostly, due to the duplicitous nature of people and how this system is rewarding those who exhibit those traits (just look at the prominence of these antihero "protagonists" in mainstream films). I'm not fond of the NEET life, but it's better than working. To me, working is either a means to get a cumbucket, or to fund a hobby that still gives you reason to keep the body alive. I'm disillusioned with both. I'm disillusioned with reality.

I also like the idea of someone like the Bolsheviks or maybe even fascists just coming in and bringing a disastrous change, OP. Some of the commissars were nerdy ugly fuckers, which I can identify with.