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/jp/, I am a pedophile.
Everyday it becomes harder to control my urges.

I need to stop my sex-drive, it is killing me. I so often see little girls outside my window, but I DO have enough will-power to not break any laws. I do not know how much more I can keep it up though.

Any way I can get castrated without a lot of pain, without long time to complete, and without side effects? I really don't want surgery if possible.
I am choosing castration so it will demolish my sex-drive and hopefully make me less interested in children (and sex at all).

I don't want to break any laws, I just want to live my life without this horrible disorder.

I have deleted all my lolicon except for this image, which I will delete after I post this.

I know a lot of you guys are technically pedophiles. What do you do to calm your urges and not break any laws?

New Ar Tonelico thread, the previous thread (>>4897198) hit the bump limit.