/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Nothing and no.
Though, the fact that you need to be special, though, even if it implies something being wrong with you, tells me that your parents never gave you enough attention growing up and you were probably isolated from other kids due to an unstable home environment.
Did your parents drink?
Did you move around a lot?
I'd advice you to become part of the Homestuck fandom and send emails about the comic to your top ten favorite celebrities in order to get them to read it and call me in the morning.