/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I've stayed away from the world for years now. When I was a child, I was normal, although hyper. I was a class clown, and was loved. Things went down from fifth grade. I lost a fight, and people began exploiting my weaknesses. And I let them, because at the time I was Christian and thought that pacifism would be better. It wasn't. When I got back to my old school at eight grade, I was in a group of normal kids, though I was always in the shadow of everyone else. When I got to junior high, I began to question things more openly. My mind began to open to the world around me. People didn't like that, and I was shunned. Eventually, some black kid who was popular because he was a basketball player pulled down my pants in gym class. I was completely exposed. To top things off, some jackass jockey who lifted 300 pounds slammed my head into a locker. I cried. What else could I have done? Ever since that day, I have known the world for what it is. Each day, I despise it more. When I was in high school, I found inspiration in the arts and classical music. I began to turn away from the rock and pop and rap that was being forced down societies throat, and chose the decadent. My journals would fill with poetry and philosophy. When I recited it, everyone would look at me as if I was mad, or ignore me completely.

You may ask why this story was mentioned. It is simple. I no longer want the world, or society. Nothing but a bunch or brainwashed idiots. They cannot appreciate me for who I am, so why should I conform and become null. I choose to stand against the tide, and follow my own path, away from the dead fish floating down the stream.
Of course, I can already imagine someone in this thread saying that the locker to the head gave me brain damage, or that I'm trying to be edgy. I'm not. I merely see the world for what it is.