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>>32765984
I got this skin condition that has been becoming worse and worse the more the months progress.
Even if my body temperature just rises by 3 degrees, it immediately feels like ants are biting every surface of my skin. And I live in a hot climate, so it practically happens every day now. I'd wake up in the middle of the night with this itch, and either I sleep it off or I run to the showers to cool off the flare.
My mind has also been degrading because of this. I feel like shit because I haven't worked out for 5 months because of this, but I need to work out to release some pressure. Its my fault to some extent since the only thing holding my life together was working out, not to mention that I've become increasingly anti-social ever since I focused on martial arts.
I put all my eggs in one basket and I am fucking walled off my only will to live just because life dictates so.
Fun world, fun life.