/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>31349206
>>31349206
I have always hated kids and their childishness even as a kid. Too many times between the ages of 8-15 did I have to 'hang out' with kids 4+ years younger than me and my autistic self could never make it fun and I found them annoying as all hell, we all know the dreaded 'do you have any games on your phone?'.

Art is something that is supposed to bring out emotions in the beholder and as a result I can actually deeply respect Luna as a performer who pushes all of my buttons in a very negative way. She zooms straight past 'cute' into 'so cute you want to punch her in the face then keel over and vomit'.

This clip in particular was almost rage-inducing to me and I hated every moment of it and it lingered in my mind for a good white: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzfIqmjiiBo

But here's the thing. I'm numb as fuck, depressed, in active despair, actively uncomfortable every day. As sad as it is to say, Luna makes me feel something, and something is better than nothing, even if that 'something' is a profoundly negative reaction.

So no, I don't like Luna, but her 'art' makes me feel human for a brief moment, the only thing that even compares is the darkest and most neurotic Black Metal listened at 5AM while badly sleep deprived could previously replicate. I also don't watch her streams.