/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I get better and better at perfecting a social mask.

A few months ago, and soon to happen again, I was going through a schedule with full-time college classes, and two part-time jobs that both very much involve socialization. My very sanity is probably at it's end, especially considering my mental health (omitting list of psych. disorders), but what it's done is force me to be out in public a lot more. For me, all this has only made it easier to act whilst anxiety is going on, and to hide it. The anxiety itself is still there.

I don't even enjoy music or anime as much, and medication doesn't work for me. I wish someone could just kill me. I'm pretty sure I don't have a future, and I'm sick of people trying to force one on me.

I'm not looking for attention, as I know this is pretty standard on these parts of 4chan.

Nothing was gained, and everything was lost.

Tsukihime is a game about blood thirsty vampires and demons, and how a scrawny human defeats them all after overcoming traumatic obstacles with her cleverness and quick wits.

Kohaku is a hero of uncommon valor, as well as being a fascinating and multifaceted character.

Kohaku would be happy to take care of you.